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yoѕнιya ĸιryυ ([personal profile] comprises) wrote2013-07-04 10:53 pm

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[personal profile] commences 2021-10-15 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
It wasn't on your command for him to strike down Saihara-kun and Kawaii-san... he has too much freedom.

( he's not too pleased himself as he says this, looking off to the side at the paint on the walls, and there's actually nothing keeping his attention. even a conversation about dito is difficult when komaeda's not too proud of his antics, but he can hear the frown in joshua's speech as they converse. )

For him to kill an Ultimate is the greatest crime, ( for him cripple two in one blow, even more so, and the thought upsets komaeda greatly. it wasn't his place to do anything, and now it's a mess to have to clean up — it's a pain, he thinks, having the hope of the people he loves so much tampered with. then to have saihara taken in such a way, when komaeda wasn't done watching his hope, it feels... heavy. ) ...if he felt so inclined to the idea, he could have came for me instead like he did yesterday.

( finally looking away from the wall, his eyes fall into the petals of wistera, and if only komaeda could force them down dito's throat and slit his neck, it'd be an idea, but he smiles softly, and believes joshua can handle it instead. )

Dito-kun doesn't understand how sensitive hope is... your hard work, he's going to spoil it.

( probably. )

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[personal profile] commences 2021-10-16 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
To see hope, I don't mind if I have to give my life to ensure it... that won't ever change.

( his willingness is all because hope needs that piece of him to survive, who knows, if he died, perhaps it would change everything for them. that's how much it means to him, and that's why his life means so little, especially to the ultimates who could ask for him to take his life, and he would do so if requested. it's not something he can apologize to joshua about, it's komaeda's way of life. )

It's fine... you don't have to like garbage like me.

( as if that being his way to reassure the other, but does komaeda how bad that may seem? no, to him, he's saying the truth about himself. )

I would have accepted if he attempted to kill me for helping the group find our culprits... but instead, he threw a temper tantrum... ( with a turn of his head, he looks back to joshua to read his expression better, and komaeda shrugs his shoulders to show much this bother him. not much, and a hand lifts to his chest to touch where the other tried. ) He lost at hangman, isn't that pretty pathetic of him?

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[personal profile] commences 2021-10-17 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
...Do you think my life is worth a lot, Kiryu-kun?

( he asks, watching him now to tell that he isn't mad, but he probably doesn't like the topic of conversation. it's almost like he's more concerned on komaeda's behalf than anything, as if he's important enough to have a specific person kill him. it doesn't work like that, it works that if his death will help everyone else find hope, to obtain it more easily, then if he has to die by someone as pathetic as that... he'd accept it. )

I won't die a hopeless death as long as I live, but I'm as low as that dog of yours...

( as loathe as he is to admit it, komaeda is both scum and trash, he just has a more positive outlook for the group. yet, this isn't about him, and seeing joshua even bothered by this makes komaeda blink slightly confused. )

...Yet, he's acting on instinct and hardly using his brain, so maybe I'm a few steps ahead... but don't let him get under your skin. ( he reaches out, cold fingers pressed against the back of joshua's elbow to squeeze it lightly. ) If anything, don't let him ruin this hope you worked so hard to make.

( return the conversation back to what it was. )

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[personal profile] commences 2021-10-17 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
( when it comes to that worth, komaeda doesn't see it, but he's never expected himself be the one chosen over another — that's how low he is on the scale of things. it's with joshua that he's placed in a position where he could think about himself, the fake identity placing him on a pedestal of where he didn't belong, but more than anything to showcase hope. the note could have been written to mock him, maybe a homage to how hyde said something about "hopE is Ugly" or however it went — komaeda missed it, so with this little call to him, he takes it as positive as he could. anything that supports hope always has his attention, just like joshua does now.

that's why he does little things to reel the other back, make him stare at reality, and at what he's done. he doesn't despise him for his actions, though he is disappointed that he would handle an ultimate's body in that type of way, if anything, perhaps they deserved a more elegant position than what was given. at the thought of the two, he finds himself at a loss now, because he won't say they weren't part of the life he lived, and now they're gone. even if the sad expression komaeda wears makes him appear distant, he'll try his best to remain unblinking eye contact with the other. )


Despair is fine, no matter how out of control it gets, because hope will always overcome it... but it's such a shame... ( he frowns, looking off to the side for the moment as he tries to get himself together. his eyes remain empty though, and the only emotion comes from how quick his lips curve up, and then down, and then up again. without holding back, he opens his arms, wrapping them around joshua's neck to pull him closer so they can be face to face — noses almost brushing. he speaks softly so it's only heard between the two: )

Saihara-kun was someone I wanted you to meet... he's not a natural born leader, but he would have made the perfect Conductor from how you speak of them...

( as he thinks of rika, he pouts slightly, the young girl who always enabled his antics, the female that riled up the ground by her unhinged behavior. it was nice compared to those who would want to stand by and watch, she was someone who took action, and her little bit of hope showed how far she would go. now they're stuck with too many in stasis, that wait, watch and wonders. ) Kawaii-san that of a Reaper... hm... ( here, he smiles and his eyes close for a moment until they slowly open — the sickly pale green that once was is overshadowed by the blinding red, and maybe that's why komaeda pulled them so close so that if someone came in, no one would see. it's an off-putting feeling that wafts from him, some negativity, but not the brunt of it as he chuckles wryly. )

Dito-kun is hardly worth the effort, or the amount of attention you have... if you wanted, you could use your abilities to crush... ( he leans closer ) his... ( lips ghosting over the other's own ) throat... ( a pause ) playing on the offense isn't too bad, ( his cold fingers lightly brush against the nape of joshua's neck ) Kiryu-kun.

( after one more blink, his eyes open back to their regular shade, and komaeda pulls himself from joshua, and then pushes himself off the desk next. )

I want to see everyone's hope, though... we can't do that here...~

Edited 2021-10-17 20:14 (UTC)